Simplicity is bliss

2011-01-22T11:09:00.002+08:00

It's my first post for 2011! :)

So many things happened over this few months.
School is going to start soon on 26 Jan. And I need more discipline to keep myself on the studying mode now. I must do well this sem!

Work has been not bad.
I think being HR is such a tough work, especially when you get to see everyone's salary. and during appraisal, get to see their grades and increment they are going to get when you get none of it.
It's perfectly ok when you see deserving ppl get what they should deserve. But it's those not up to standard ppl, who are pets of certain managers, got better grades and pay raise which will make you feel unjust and 心理不平衡. Especially when some of them are your close friends and you will tend to compare yourself to them.

this is life. haiz.

Have to learn slowly to accept this.
But does this all mean that hardwork doesn't matter anymore?
since you just have to bootlick and become mgt's pets in order to climb up or get your salary inrement?

but somehow I think those who bootlick and be mgt's pets don't have any substance. hmm.... but i think this is how the real life works.

2010-11-07T22:48:00.005+08:00

1 month ago.

My house before the makeover.... I miss the sofas and the cupboards. They've been with us since young.... and we have to throw them away.......

3 weeks later .....

After all the furnitures are being thrown away. My house is empty.

Another 2 weeks later, they came to make the flooring. Now the floor has 2 different patterns... which I don't really like. And my parents bought air-con! And it's still the same after like 1 month plus.... really....... the wait is a bit too long..

This is the draft of how the house will look like when it's done! Exciting? hmm... I'm not really that excited. Coz the living room seems to be smaller. hmm....

2010-09-05T10:26:00.002+08:00

好忙啊！！！

工作几时能做完？快要自息了。嗨。
每天都在忙，忙，忙。

突然想起一首歌：忙与盲

曾有一次晚餐和一张床　
在什么时间地点和那个对象我已经遗忘　
我已经遗忘　生活是肥皂香水眼影唇膏
许多的电话在响　许多的事要备忘
许多的门与抽屉　开了又关　关了又开如此的慌张

我来来往往　我匆匆忙忙　
从一个方向到另一个方向

忙忙忙　忙忙忙　
忙是为了自己的理想　还是为了不让别人失望
盲盲盲　盲盲盲　
盲的已经没有主张　盲的已经失去方向

忙忙忙　盲盲盲　
忙的分不清欢喜和忧伤　忙的没有时间痛哭一场

2010-06-15T21:24:00.005+08:00

Happy!

Many things to be happy about.
happy coz it's holiday for me right now!
happy coz i'm finally free from studies!
happy coz things are going on track for now.

happy coz i am stress free! lolz...

happy coz of the weather. it's been a cold and rainy week.

happy that i can finally go out with my friends! :)

life is short too mourn over trival things. why not look at life from another perspective?

开开心心的过一天不是很好吗？

开心也是一天，不开心也是一天。

不如活得开心一点。

何必为烦恼困惑？

问题是可以解决的，为何让它苦恼你呢？

一步一步，slow and steady, 一定可以的

已经活了quarter life 了，也慢慢学到‘凡是都要看开点，不要太执着’

i mean what for being so stubborn, will you get what you desire for?

in the end, the result is getting yourself hurt... and who will empathize with you?? it's somehow, to say it bluntly, 自找的， so... 何必呢？

如果凡是都要称心如愿，your life will be quite miserable as it will not happen all the time.

Just happy happy and 充实的过一天！yeah!

2010-05-30T20:34:00.001+08:00

A song which I found! Love it!

2010-03-13T11:22:00.004+08:00

I was going through a rough patch this few weeks. It's been a stressful one until I broke down. But I thank God for His love and bringing people to be there for me.

Recently, I've received a thank you email from a friend. It touched my heart and somehow, it just lifted my spirit a little after reading it. I set high expectations on the things I do, so... maybe that's why I ended up so stressed up.

I always think whatever I do is not good enough, doesn't have significance on anyone but I was wrong. God used me in a different way.

Last saturday, i went to church as usual, listen to sermon and went for celgroup (now we call it life group).
During service, sermon is talking about FISH, bringing people to know Christ. Pastor told us to write a letter to people who made you want to come to church, and who is the one who make you want stay and to lead you to recieve Christ. Immediately I thought of you. You are the one who encourage me and disciple me in the beginning. You may not know how much impact you have made in my christian life. Without you, I may not be a christian right now even though my parents are. Your love and care was the reason why I want to come to church every sat in the beggining, after that I know God more during discipleship.
And He became the reason I come to church right now. He is indeed an awesome God.

I am now serving as an usher and a assistant celgroup leader. And really love God. He is now the reason why I am here on earth.

Because you 1st show me how great He is.

Thanz a million for sharing God words, and the gospel to me. Continue to share to more people and impact more people lifes. :)

And during work, an admin despatched out some sweets for me. Got a shocked when I see the envelope was filled with some sweets. It's just when I needed it.

A friend called me on the phone when she knows I'm feeling down. Complaint to her alot of things and feel better after letting it out. thanks for hearing me out and be there!

And thank my family as well who always listen, encourage and love me.

2010-03-13T11:03:00.003+08:00

Had a company event ytd. So glad it's over and we all had fun!

the planning process was a tedious one but we saw the final results at the end which turned out better than expected. extremely fulfilling to see our hardwork paid off.

yay... finally it's over and can rest for a short while for now until the next event during Apr.
加油！

2010-02-18T20:56:00.003+08:00

did a terrible thing ytd and today which makes me so guilty.
haiz... have to terminate the service of 5 staff coz their contract ended. sad.

it's a turmoil to the soul.

suddenly feel that a job as HR is so cruel. somemore during this kind of festive season and they come to work happily but have to go home sadly without a job.
it's painful to see them say goodbyes to their colleagues after working for 2 years and it's the end.

it really came as a shock to the 5 of them. just feel that it should be make known to them a month before so as to prepare them for job hunt and etc..... but .... it's not the case over here. Perhaps we deal with confidential products so nobody wants to be the "bad guy" and we also don't know how to approach them.

so.... it's really until the end then we take action. awwwww.... how cruel.....
but i guess someone has to be the bad one. and that's me... and i think i am the innocent one... coz i feel it's not what i should do in the first place.... it seems like i'm being drag into this. haiz..
but it's a good experience.

the cruel side of hr. :(

2010-01-23T13:17:00.002+08:00

i feel like leaving.

but at the same time, i wana stay.

wad should i do? feeling quite tired.

the next few mths will be so busy.

will i be able to cope? hm.

reason for leaving: just too much things to do... so much... feeling so stretched.

reason for not leaving: i still wana learn. but not sure if i can cope well seeing the situation.

2009-12-25T18:15:00.003+08:00

just came back from china.

wow... it's really cold there... haven been to a v v v v cold place before..
the air over there is really dusty....

lazy to put up the pics... lol....

well, juz wana share w u guys my exam results!!!
i got v good results! i can't believe it too!!!

really have to thank God for them! i pass my law!!! tot will fail but got B!
all are average of B & A... super blessed!!

2009-11-05T20:27:00.002+08:00

so tired.
but at the same time find my work a bit more fulfilling now. Though there might be difference in thinking, somehow.. hm.. take a step at a time.

time really flies. it's going to be friday again. going to have exam in 2 weeks time. *** SCREAM!!!**
I am so scared to take this exam. i think i haven't touch or taken an exam for too long. got phobia. ah..... i must really do well in this man, if not, all my effort, time and $ will go down the drain.

weeks after weeks, months after months, it's going to be christmas and new year again.

just thinking.... what have i done for this 1 year?
seems like nothing much is being accomplished. not a very fruitful year. haiz.

i'm goin to move office again. it's a nicer office, but a smaller one too.... but got new furnitures and partitions. haha... got my own partition! yay! i can paste photos and things again. hahaha...
and it's going to be a bright orange partition. wow... lively! hope work will b more lively henceforth. lol..

next is.... i am going to be broke soon... so many presents to buy... especially christmas presents....
hope i can get increment this year. haha...

2009-10-03T11:33:00.001+08:00

upset w work.
:'(

2009-08-05T20:35:00.002+08:00

It has been a tiring month. Health not getting so good.
Keep getting sick, feeling dizzy, frequent headaches.

Think I am too stressed juggling both work and studies. Shouldn't have taken so much modules at one goal. Tot it'll be easy. But having seen deadlines after deadlines.... it's kinda making me tired and stress.

hmm.... I think I will have to take lesser modules next semester. Really cannot make it. Too tired to handle the study. Really no time to study at all....zzzzzz.....
And my mum asked me to quit my job and just concentrate on my studies.
But... I need to money for the school fees. HmmmMmm....

Guess I'll have to graduate at a much later date le ba... Taking one step at a time is better.

2009-07-19T17:33:00.005+08:00

took part at one of the events over at IMM today. it's the Singapore version of 食字路口.

You'll have to lucky draw out one food and that will determine your first food.

We draw "BURGER"....

BURGER --> RAISIN BREAD --> DONUT --> TEA LEAF EGG --> GREEN TEA --> APPLE JUICE --> EGG TART --> TAKO

We all gobbled down the food especially the first and the last one. Coz the burger is so big... almost puke... and the tako is so hot!! and when i ate it, it's too hot to swallow, so have to "kum" inside my mouth and run to the finishing point.

And..... WE CAME IN FIRST!!!! wahhaa.... the second grp came shortly after us. phew!

got almost $400 vouchers... but the vouchers are quite disappointing though. Coz cannot accumulate the vouchers tgt to use. one voucher for one item. we are like... wad.... den wad for?? coz one of the voucher is the 25 hours voucher. and their watches are almost $200 plus. so.... ya....

but it's really a good experience playing this kind of game in Singapore itself. haha... and we have a good marshall who helped us along the way.

yay! a fun weekend before the start of school and work...

2009-05-14T20:12:00.003+08:00

some things happened at work.

partly my fault somehow. coz i didn't know how to articulate and express myself correctly.
maybe sometimes, i'm just scared to mention anything to anyone. so the problem starts.

duno if i shld actually act blur at work sometimes and pretend not knowing anything. i am just too straight forward and not flexible enough. i'm just stupid.
i cared too much for the other party's feelings and fear that she will get upset, so i withhold the truth from her not knowing whether shld i tell her or not as i duno when is the right time and what is right/wrong to tell her because other parties are involved as well. if i say, then this person not happy, if i dun say, the other person not happy.

somehow a small problem aggravated to an issue which causes many parties to be unhappy.
partly my fault.
now seems like there's a cold war. haiz.

2009-05-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

After almost going to 1 mth of transferring to a new environment, I finally can be freed from reading policies and relating magazines, manuals... it's really down to the real work.

For the past 1 week, I am really doing real work. And it's really so... super TIRING.. yes... it sure is tiring.

1. sitting in interviews
2. rushing to different locations for meetings (though I am just keep quiet during the meetings, but it's still so tiring running here and there)
3. distributing thermometers, masks for staff due to the recent outbreak
4. briefing new recruits on their appt letters
5. going to different locations for more meetings

the meetings part really can drain one out. within one day, need to rush to 2 places concurrently for meetings. almost breathless after that. and the whole day got burned. no need to do anything liao. just meetings alone, take up 1/2 day. by the time all are finished, it's time to go home. Now I know why my colleague is so busy and need to OT till late night.

But I can't help her much as I am not that capable yet and still learning. But hope that when I get a hang of things, I can share her burdens and both of us can go home early.

And now, I really know how it feels to be so tired. Once I got home from work last week. I just wana rest on the sofa and do nothing. hardly online anymore. all I wana do is just have a good slp. And I really did have a good slp last week. Slept abt 9 plus - 10pm.

This week not so much of work. so, overall still ok. hope i wun die working here. haha...
man are nv satisfied. hahaa..... when no work to do, den complaint... and when so many work to do, also complaint..... wad is this.... haha... this is me... lol....

2009-04-25T15:15:00.002+08:00

finally got the courage to put on braces. that's after 10 yearsSsss... so longggggg.......
Not sure what made me want to really go ahead to do it, but... well, it's done!

The before photo of my teeth

And the after photo when the metal braces are put on.

Can't really eat on the first 2 days due to the stretch of the teeth. But after that, I can eat "lions"... wahaha... hm.. perhaps more hard stuff but not vegetables and meat. My teeth still can't take them.

There wasn't any extraction of teeth as the orthodontist said he wanted to align them first and stretch as far as they can until a few mths later when he's not satisfied with the result, he will extract my 4 poor healthy living teeth out... owwww.....

Pray hard that those teeth will align by itself just with those metal things and no extraction will be needed. If not, I will really faint. the experience in primary school was already enough. can't bring myself to think back those memories.. OUCH!

Going for another checkup on Monday. Hopefully, I can eat again! :)

2009-04-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

Thanks to all who celebrated my birthday with me! :)

Thanks for all the efforts and time put in to organise this lunch/dinner for me.

went to do some painting of bed at a home. it's a company organised thing... so my friend and I volunteered. it's super tiring. perspire like mad when we scrapping the paint off the bed. and those sweat came dripping down. wa.... it's quite tiring but quite fun. And i did a hair cut on my way home.

hm... i think as a HR, i am still lacking in alot of things from what i've seen in today's volunteering work. hopefully, i can be more outspoken and friendlier ba.

2009-03-21T22:06:00.003+08:00

yay! :) Nice..... smart uniform... haha.. :)

2009-03-15T15:56:00.002+08:00

haha.... it's really cool to be a model for my colleague.

taken on 7 March... for a make-up competition..

for a make-up competition and we are 3rd in place!!

2009-03-05T20:35:00.002+08:00

hm.... my future seems more uncertain for now.
I'm not sure what I'll be heading for. New scope of work.
Seems like.. hm... not really sure how to feel.
Heard a little about this new environment.
Perhaps it's just too much for me to take.
I'm not really sure I'm up to it.
Not sure whether I can handle and face with all these that will be coming.
Fear. Uncertainty. Confusion.

I'm so small at Your sight. Please help me through all these.
Though I don't know what's coming.
I'm not prepared for it.
Hope that in one month's time, I'll be able to face this...........

2009-02-17T20:23:00.004+08:00

Everything just happened too sudden.

I'm no longer sure how I should be feeling right now.
For that moment, I'm so glad to be alive.

Met with a small accident on Monday when my colleague is driving us back to office after lunch.
We were at this junction and sitting happily in the car. Our car stopped to give ways to on-going cars. Then, suddenly a really LOUD BANG!
I was a bit stunned. Really have no idea wad happened. We all got out of the car then to realise that our car was being knocked by the taxi behind us.

The boot of the car was so very badly damaged. But the taxi was ok!!!! -_-"
I was thinking... wad if I die here then and there.... it's really .... I duno how to feel.
Felt a bit of concussion.

seems like I'm so prone to having accidents in this company.

And today at work, my boss called me to her office. She told me that my team need to downsize to 2 person instead. I am still young and will be going to study soon...... Upon hearing that, I was in total blank..... still suffering from the concussion ytd... and now wad?

As she continued, I was being told that I'll be shifted to another division in the company, still doing HR work, but no longer be doing what I am doing. It'll be a totally different scope of work. They are still reviewing the scope and I will be moved to another location.
And thinking that i'll no longer b a part of the team makes me sad.

What lies ahead of me?

2009-02-14T12:46:00.002+08:00

"It's the simple things in life that are the most extraordinary; only wise men are able to understand them."

extracted from 'The Alchemist'

2009-02-10T21:31:00.012+08:00

Went to a 2 days course today.
The trainer shared this song I put at our blog, really spirit lifting.
Hope to share it with you all..

Hope it'll encourage u! :)
Though I've listened to this song quite some time back, didn't really gone into the thinking of those words..

yea.. Here's the lyrics of the song.

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed

I hope you still feel small,When you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes,I hope one more opens

Promise me that you'll give faith the fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance .... I hope you dance ....

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances, but they're worth taking
Loving might be a mistake, but it's worth making

Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance (Time is a wheel in constant motion)
I hope you dance (Always rolling us along)
I hope you dance (Tell me who)
I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their years and wonder)
I hope you dance(Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small,When you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes,I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

Dance .... I hope you dance
I hope you dance (Time is a wheel in constant motion)
I hope you dance (Always rolling us along)
I hope you dance (Tell me who)
I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their years and wonder)
I hope you dance(Where those years have gone)

(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their years and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

Yup.. can't really rmb what the trainer said but roughly like this, some I interpret myself.. coz can't rmb.. haha... :

never lost sight of the things u wanted to do, wanting to achieve, ur dreams...
although u might have everything u needed, always keep that hunger of wanting to know more, learn more...
Don't take that breath for granted, but always treasure it, living ur life to the fullest
Whenever one doors closes, there'll be another one that opens for you.
Have faith and believe that Opportunities will come...
There're 2 choices: sit it out (Don't do anything, continue to sigh) or dance (Think positive)
I hope you dance...

Though problems might be like mountains, blocking ur way.. hindering u..
but don't fear it, coz you can move mountains.. problems can be solved
Never settle for the path of least resistance - Just face up with wadever u are facing, no point running away from it.
u can gain experience from the things u are facing and able to know how to handle them when it happens the next time. It's ok, try again.

Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone?
Life is about experiencing it and making those negative things to a learning process. Growing along with the experiences.
Though it might be a painful, tough process, it's worth taking. At least you've been through it and knows how to avoid it the next time. Improve urself and better equip urself.
At least u know where the fault lies, what really happen.

Continue to strive for the better! You can do it! Maybe I didn't catch the main points of it.. it's ard there, u can interpret it uself, u might do a better job than me! It's really very inspiring!

2009-02-08T19:32:00.003+08:00

My number tag...

SooooooOooo many people...

yay.. finally 2km...

Finally after like 3km, here's our water point...

coz the other 2 water points ran out of water... -_-"

some sightseeings while running

Yes!! We made it to the final.

2009-01-24T21:55:00.002+08:00

WHAT LOVE MEANS TO AGE 4 TO 8 YEAR OLD CHILDREN

Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouths of babes.

What does 'Love' mean?

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does 'love' mean?'
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.

See what you think:

'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.'
Rebecca- age 8

'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.'
Billy - age 4

'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.'
Karl - age 5

'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.'
C hrissy - age 6

'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.'
Terri - age 4

'Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.'
Danny - age 7

'Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss'
Emily - age 8

'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.'
Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

'If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,'
Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)

'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.'
Noelle - age 7

'Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.'
Tommy - age 6

'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.'
Cindy - age 8

'My mommy loves me more than anybody You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.'
Clare - age 6

'Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.'
Elaine-age 5

'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.'
Chris - age 7

'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day'
Mary Ann - age 4

'I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.'
Lauren - age 4

'When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.' (what an image)
Karen - age 7

'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.'
Jessica - age 8

And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.
When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, 'Nothing, I just helped him cry'

2009-01-10T23:05:00.004+08:00

today's cell made me learn alot.

"God is real, no matter how you feel" was the first phrase in the chapt 14 of Purpose Driven Life.
"God is more concerned that you trust him than that you feel him. Faith, not feelings, pleases God." extracted from Purpose Driven Life

Many times, I've made this mistake which is trying to feel God rather than to really seek Him, which resulted in disappointment when I don't feel Him.
Sam made an analagy on pilots and how they make use of the instruments in the plane to make them fly up and down. So, usually... at night or when it's very cloudy at night where the sky is totally dark, the pilots will have a hard time trying to maintain the plane straight coz of visual problem. And since it's dark, the pilots will feel that they bodies are leaning backwards and the plane is accelerating upwards.

Therefore, their feelings will tell them that they should steer the control down in order to keep them flying straight instead of going up. And this caused the plane to crash downwards.
Coz the plane is actually moving straight and the instruments on the plane are showing them that they are flying normally. But because of their "gut feel", it cost them their lives.

It's same as applying it to God. When you don't feel Him, it doesn't mean He's not there... Have faith in Him and He also made His promise to you that "He will never leave you nor forsake you."

Suddenly when Sam was saying the analagy, what Daniel said in the past to me came to my mind. That time I was in Sec school and I don't feel like going to cell grp one day, and attitude this cell group leader. So he said to me,' Must it be a feel that you come to cell group?'

I always rmb this and always asked myself... must it be a feel that I do this and that?

Ya.. sometimes, feelings fluctuates.. feelings are not very accurate instruments of measuring things.

2009-01-10T12:57:00.001+08:00

feeling a bit sian to blog. haha.
this is my first entry of the new year! :)

2008-12-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

2008 will be gone in a few days time and 2009 will be here.

Is 2008 such a bad year? But I think otherwise. It was a pretty good year though, at least to me. Really thank the Lord for this 2008.
Good job.
Good trip to taiwan.
Good christmas party.
Good church camp in M'sia.
Good colleagues.
Good friends.
Good food. haha.. no wonder i become so fat now. ahaha..

Though many ups and downs along the way. Overall, it has been good.

Was having some chatting yesterday and was quite astonised to hear that one of my friend actually went to register for the online matchmaking. Initially, I thought that it'll be so paiseh to do this kind of things... but to my amaze, maine's friend's friend also went to register for it. Hmm... and there're quite a few whom I know are successful and got married.

I thought Singaporeans will not be so "open" to this kind of things. Or mayb at least to me. haha.. Mayb coz I'm 老古董吧! haha.... maybe one day, i might be the one signing up for it. hahahahaha....

Hopefully will be able to meet my 白马王子soon then don't need to go through all these kind of funny methods. hahaa...

Went to pay for the fees for reserving a place for July Intake at unisim. Will be studying soon. Hopefully, I can endure the projects, tests, exams and all the mugging again. It's been too long since I flip open a thick book and seriously take time to read them.

yea... jia you! 2009, here we come!

2008-12-27T11:11:00.008+08:00

Merry Christmas to all.

Had a little celebration in office on wednesday. Everyone is so into christmas mood, wrapping presents, giving presents... and some are busy opening their presents, like me! haha...

Once i received my present, me and my colleagues can't wait but to open them up.

Put those gifts in office. Too bad, can't take a photo of them.

Later on at 12pm, we went to makan and have quite a number of tele-match games and my group won!! hahaha.... Sing Christmas Carols... it's my first time singing so many Christmas songs, sing until got 鸡皮搁答. haha...

But enjoyed my Christmas eve though.

Went to Chinatown on Christmas day with my mum. Yay.. we went to shopping and sign up for the This Fashion discount card. Nowadays, the clothings from this shop is getting more n more ex... sad.. sad...

Although it is Christmas day that day, the atmosphere in Chinatown was so into CNY... everyone selling New Year's clothes, decorations.... amazed. And people are shopping like crazy! As if don't need $$. Even though economy not doing so well, i think people are spending more. Scary.

And I have finished buying my CNY's clothes. haha.. can't wait to wear them. hehe... (^^)

2008-12-21T22:21:00.004+08:00

Had fun at the Christmas Party.

Laugh until my jaws a bit pain. It's wasn't that bad after all. First time organising such christmas event as a whole cell group tgt. All was for a good cause.

Getting ready to battle! Fire!!!

The chipmunks Family

The hardware Family

The chocolate Family

Christmas coming!! WooHoo.... feeling so into Christmas now...

2008-12-17T22:15:00.002+08:00

Came back from Taiwan 2 weeks back. But still have the holiday mood. Miss the coldness there, the scenery, the people, the smell, the relaxing environment.... wish I could go there again... mayb to other parts of tw and stay longer there.

Everything happened so fast!
My target for next year: Switzerland/ New Zealand

haha... enough of the Asian countries, Taiwan, Thailand, Malaysia??? lol... now... for a further place with better scenery. Really a place of relaxation. Hm.. I think I suit those kind better since I couldn't get much things when shopping in the 2 shopping paradise - Taiwan and Thailand.

So, will go for the eat and relax and enjoy the beautiful scenery. Any one wana join me? hehe....

Hmm.... oh ya.. shopping at the new JP. It's got so many shops now. Seems like the Jurong version of "Orchard Rd" has appear. haha...

2008-11-13T20:53:00.002+08:00

A mini celebration at Ichiban Sushi today at JP.
Though it's raining heavily in the afternoon, we still went ahead and I'm glad we went.... coz the japanese food there is really delicious. OISHI~~~~~~~

We bought 2 mini cakes from breadtalk and handed them to the waitress there and asked them to serve it after our lunch for this celebration.
One word to describe : SATISFIED.

Shall upload the pics once I got them.. hehe...

After all the eating, I went to ask the waitress to serve the cakes coz it's meant to be a "surprise". But we waited for like 5 mins and the cakes are still not out.... and we were pretty late for work.... like 1 hour late.... ya... so quite rushing for time and the cakes are not out. Checked with them a few times, and finally, they arrived.
Their service is really very good and they are very thoughtful too! Though it's just 2 simple cakes from breadtalk, the waitresses there lit the candles on the serving plate and they even sprinkled some toppings on it. Very professional.
Way better than the Crystal Jade we went to the last time for bday celebration. Coz the Crystal Jade's waitress just hand us the cakes with the breadtalk bag we passed to them and it's not even opened or put on plate..... and it's meant to be a surprise... ya... we were "surprised" by their way of surprising people.

Next time can go back there to eat again. (^.^)

2008-10-29T20:35:00.001+08:00

a big

THANK YOU TO JYEMIN!!!

for her free voucher to the free Haagen Dazs ice cream. If not, i'll have to spend money on it liaoz... hahaa...

2008-10-28T20:10:00.002+08:00

Found this while searching for eateries for company's ppt. There will be a Beauty World MRT station by 2015. I think it's so cool. But at a second thought, I'm afraid that Singapore is going to sink soon with so many buildings, constructions, people living on it.....

2008-10-27T21:26:00.004+08:00

it's holiday!

I have been getting fatter and fatter. i think working at this company really makes ppl grow horizontally.

morning breakfast... lunch... tea break... wa... eat and sit, eat and sit and stare at the comp.
did some exercise today! feels more refresh and energetic. feels a bit happier... hahahhahaa....

Bought a Levi jeans yesterday with rach. Took quite some time to think of whether to buy or not to buy. hm... not really a want... but juz feel that now got promotion, don't buy now, next time don't have such good deals again. hm... in a dilemma. in the end, i bought it. to pamper myself a bit after working for so long. but a bit heart pain.

and today went out with aq, I saw a nicer one! I like it alot better... sobx.... haiz... ok la.. at least mine oso not tat bad.
this month has been a month of spending. my bank account money has been depreciating. hmm.... next month must control. MUST CONTROL.

the fast and prayer retreat on Sat wasn't as bad as I think. I think it's great. at least we fast as a group and pray. Just find Gary's session more interesting to me. We split into our own cell groups to discuss those questions. It's really alot of questions. But i think we got to know each other better through this and got a good laugh too. haha.

today while shopping, me and aq wanted to eat the free pint of haagen daz ice cream which I've gotten. so we happily went to redeem it, coz we have been planning to eat this free pint of ice cream for very long!!!

but.... to our disappointment.... it's onli applicable to takeaway!!! We thought we can dine in to 'xiang shou' the ice cream. Ahh..... really so disappointing......... so we juz 'ta bao' and walk back to taka to find a place to sit and eat lo.. haiz....
to think that we are so excited over it, and walking such a long way to centrepoint despite the heavy rain... and this is the result.... hmm....

but overall, it's still good. the ice cream taste yummy. haa... ok.. quite satisfied..

2008-10-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

What Geewee Means

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-10-19T22:35:00.006+08:00

had 2 weddings cum 1 mini bday celebration.

Ah Lam and Evelyn's wedding

cute little shayne chewing..

rach seems very happy with her mousy earmuff.

boohoo.. please dun force me to wear this...

hMm.. duno why is he frowning.. ** maybe i took too much photos..**

Joshua with his food.. looking satisfied...

The birthday boy...

Hmm... looks like she has grown taller?? hahaa...

Wei Lun & Valerie's wedding...

tiredzZzzzz....

2008-10-11T09:28:00.002+08:00

it's just a stupid.. very silly misunderstanding of words, different interpretation of people.
Stupid SMS.. stupid MSN.... arrrrrrr..................

causing all the confusion and hurts among people.
it was supposed to be a happy celebration where everyone gather and have fun.

why has it turned out to be so ugly? haiz.. really mood-spoiling.
just feel like SCREAMING out....

it's not the first time already. everyone is not blaming anyone. The intention of the organisers is just to accommodate everyone's timing. haiz... why has it become like this??!!!!!!

2008-09-28T22:38:00.008+08:00

out with 2 of my dearest sunshine. haha.. they are quite crazy over my bro's tamagochi, so they decided to get one for themselves.

Oh ya, we saw Michelle Chia and her bf when we were at Pepper Lunch. The guy is so handsome! But too bad, I didn't manage to see Michelle, but aq and mq said she's very pretty in real life!

after which, we waited for the F1 to start. Manage to catch a glimpse of the F1.

It's super LOUD!! Deafening noise. really need ear plugs.

Stayed until at night.....

F1 from breadtalk. haha.. i took a photo of it and many F1 craze ppl began taking photos of it after me.. haha.. so funny..

2008-09-24T21:33:00.001+08:00

Receive an email from a friend
Think that it's quite interesting.. hm... something to think about..

Have you ever thought about this before?

Suppose if one day our GOD falls in front of us and we are face to face with him in all his glory. He allows us to ask him one question, what would be that single question you want to ask?

got a few response from some friends... some are really joker.... wana faint.. haha...

2008-09-20T12:11:00.003+08:00

LooOoOong time since I met up with my poly friends. and also met up with 2 of my sunShines yesterday.

It's really good to have friends around. Friends who really care. Not about the number of friends you have but how many really good friends who will stand by you.
God is so good to let me have these friends. Though they might be busy with their lives and might not have time to meet up, when you need help or comfort, they will really be there....

It's heart-warming.

2008-09-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

Some updates from last week..

Had some sharing/discussion in cell grp. hm.. discussing on alot of things.. but one topic which caught my attention was whether your interest or your relationship with your loved ones is more impt?

hmm... interest in sports, in traveling and etc.... perhaps one would want to challenge themselves with those interest. Perhaps one would feel that life is so limited that they want to explore and try out new things, if not, life will be wasted away and as age catches up, there's little to what you can do..
ya... true.. sometimes, there are things that I enjoyed doing and I somehow can't forsake it to other things....

but... compared to spending time with your family.... will you give up what you enjoy doing? If you like backpacking... if you like hiking... go out with friends...
how will u choose if you are those die-hard hiking fanatics? or travel fanatics??

of coz, some ppl in cell got different views.

my views? both must strike a balance. Not to overly indulge in your interest and give up the other.

after that, we proceed on to Aaron's bday party. his 29th bday. and it's the most grand and happy celebration I've seen. All the surprises.. the videos... the delicious and "mountains" of food..
It's somehow like a mini wedding dinner. haha...

and the week before... I fell into the drain while walking to the company. haha. got some scratches and blue-black.. haha.. i think it's quite funny though. coz I am not concentrating looking at what is ahead of me.. but what is on top of me - the umbrella.

The size of my umbrella is a bit bigger than those normal umbrella coz it's XL. *grin*
so... I was figuring out how I shld walk through the narrow gate, before I knew.. one of my leg was in the drain. ah.... ** embarass** but quite funny to laugh at myself.. haha...

2008-08-25T23:17:00.004+08:00

had a great day in cell on sat. at least for me. haha. enjoyed the sharing session. hope it'll carry on like this.

then proceed to meeting my sec sch friends. celebrate anqi's bday.
Nice place. Nice food and ambience.

wanted to surprise her. but mis-com. in the end, got 2 slices of cakes for her. haha. it wasn't that bad too.

At least everyone turned up for the celebration. haha... a hard to organise celebration but it went well..... and we went to Settler's after that.

poor mq, lost in the games.. haha.. so many fingers pointing at her... so poor thing..

returned home ard midnight. fun but tired. haha...

hmm.. it's a cold day today. freezing.

2008-08-22T21:20:00.003+08:00

work isn't well today.

got a call early in the morning and realised that i forgot to post an ad in this sat's paper.
ahhhh!!!!
yeah... i seriously overlooked the email. coz it's somehow got embedded somewhere in the mails and i totally forgotten about it. was busy keying in all the data... doing this and doing that...
when it's time to compile the ad... i was happily doing the compilation and happily sending out the draft copy... until this morning.... disaster.....

ok... it somehow spoilt my mood. whole day was very depressed. why am i making such silly mistakes??? haiz.... why am i so mistake-bound....

this is the 3rd time... i think... yar.. shld be the 3rd time... for such a big uproar... and why is it always me... others doesn't seems to have such problem.

hmm... sad..

But really thank God that nothing very BIG happened. After realising the seriousness of the situation this morning, my heart nearly dropped out....
another "shooting" case going to happen on me again.... **i think my body got alot of holes now**

so i quickly prayed that nothing Big will happen and God will help me... and He did!!!
ok, wasn't shot by the manager... and he was kinda nice in the email.... but according to another colleague, coz she told him i am xiao mei mei.. ask him don't scold me or say harsh things to me... else i will get frightened or sth...

ya.. true, already very scared..

but God answers my prayer... at least the email did not shoot to anyone too BIG and didn't really say mean things... ya... a lesson learned... relieved by the email...

Arghh... must be more careful....

2008-08-21T20:38:00.002+08:00

humans are really very difficult creatures. so hard to comprehend.

nv are satisfied.

Somehow wonder why is it so hard to maintain a people-to-people relationship. how come we always expect more.. more and more and better, better and even better....
it's good to want to improve and enjoy a better understanding..

but is it really that good?

somehow, someone.. some people will get hurt through the process.. trying all their best to live up to the standards of how others expect/want them to be like.....

a tiring yet challenging process...

2008-08-13T11:37:00.004+08:00

got attacked by some hornets ytd.
didn't know it's hornet until someone shouted at me,' hornet, quickly get out of there.'

paralzed by those words. all i could do was juz to keep sweeping those insects off my head.. off my hands..

I was returning back to office after collecting something at another building. so happily walking and met a few of colleagues there. And told one of them, 'wa... the wind very big today.'
so continue walking and passed the keys to another colleague. Then, saw an uncle at the walkway from the opposite direction.

He was making some "Argh!" noise and suddenly kicking and sweeping something from his head. I thought he was crazy. serious.. so i got scared of him and walked faster to office.

Suddenly, as i was walking, something landed on my head.. it felt rather big to me. i tot it was some irritating insect which landed on my head. then.. i felt a stinging pain.
ok.. tot it juz bitten me... ok.. nothing much.. so i pull it and throw to the ground, thinking that it will stop. but it kept coming and stinging me!!!

don't know what it was.. coz when u are in pain plus panic already... u wun look at what is it so carefully. i got scared when it didn't stop coming. just keep pestering me.

until the words came... i got more scared and cry while sweeping and pulling those insects off me.
a few on my head, one on the hand and one on the shoulder. wad an encounter!!

attacked by hornets at workplace while walking back to office. haha..... a bit absurb.

Luckily there were some guys there... so i took off my jacket and throw my things.. coz i can see the hornet on my jacket already... and another one on my head... everything happened so fast.

the next moment, someone drove me to the clinic nearby. after which, i was referred to nuh..
went home ard going to 10 plus after all the observations and injections. tired and pain.

haha...

my half swollen face.

and the lousy injection by the doc... causing some blue black at the side on my shoulder.. haha...

2008-08-05T22:17:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

did a very stupid thing today. all my efforts all gone! took ard 3hr plus to tabulate the data... over 1000 plus data... and... and..... ahh... i going crazy!!! i didn't save!!!

actually, i did save. i open the attachment and amend like that and juz save as i tabulate. but... the problem is... need to use save as..

wa.......... really very sian diao.......................... -_-""

hmm... very tired these few days. hm... didn't slp well. i think i will go blind soon. haha... look at the computer screen for too long hours and didn't get to rest my eyes...

2008-07-30T20:50:00.003+08:00

Suddenly, find that in this world, it is so real. People are not so compassionate. Once convicted of any crime, somehow.... find that people are not so willing to give them a second chance. It's rather sad to see that they really wanted to turn over a new leaf and because of the silly mistake they made in the past, their lives are changed in a way.

Other people will look at them from a different prospective.
This is the REALITY.

sad but true.

2008-07-27T20:56:00.001+08:00

don't know what's wrong with me.. feel so lethargic.. feel so restless...

very BORED... hmm...

2008-07-19T13:10:00.003+08:00

It's been SooOOoosoosoooo long since i blogged.

well, it's because my laptop was down due to some missing components. Argh. Using my brother's laptop to blog now. hehe... he's not at home but his computer is on. haha.

Hm... getting my laptop to be "save" today, hope it's successful and the data in my laptop will not go missing. haiz...

i'm getting the hang of the work now. beginning to enjoy my work life there for now. haha. though i feel i am somehow not my real self there coz i need to be super friendly, more sociable, more talkative and need to think more and be outspoken. it is just this part of work which i am not used to.

don't know if this is good for me. perhaps a change might be good. *shrug*

yup.

work here is not as stressful as the previous one, moreover this is something which i wanted to do. hope that this is the job that i have been searching for.

gone were the days of urgent deliveries, urgent enquiries, urgent shipments..... rushing here and there to coordinate everything..

2008-06-17T21:05:00.005+08:00

First day of work...

This is my name badge!! So cool.

Hmm... as my pc wasn't up on the first day, there isn't any much things for me to do except for sorting out of documents and reading their policies.

Didn't dare to go off early because no one is moving at all when it's knock off time. So stress.... I think their culture is very different. In other companies I worked in, people are just rushing to go off and they will chase you home. But in this company... hmm.... very different. And I have to become very independent and take alot of initiatives.

Fell sick on the first day of work, perhaps due to the heaty food on Sun.

Haha... met up with the hr gang in the afternoon. It's been ages since we met.

After which, we head down to Esplanade, there is this "LIVE" human jukebox. They are so expressive. Wonder how they have this courage to sing in front of so many people and they sing really LOUD.

Sketch at Bugis with Jess, Ling and Min...

Haha... have a sweet celebration on Sun for Jess, our bday princess. ahhaa....

We surprised her by giving her an empty paper bag without present and thereafter, we sang bday song for her.

Haha.. she's so happy.

2008-06-16T21:11:00.003+08:00

Came back from the Church Renewal Camp in JB.

Well, it's a good camp. hm... got a bit disappointed though. I think i didn't really feel anything in the camp, maybe because i carried all my worries, problems there and kept thinking about them in the camp.

Rev Jane and Sis Debby said a word of prophecy for all of us. I think i need to think about what and where is God leading me to.

Many lives were changed during the camp and most of them feel God's presence there. Even though I didn't experience it myself during the camp, God is still faithful, it was after the camp that I begin to feel Him.

really glad i went to mervyn's cell grp on sat. through all their sharings about the camp, their feelings... how their lives were changed in the camp, I can see how great things He has done. somehow got very touched by their sharing, my heart just felt different then.

Then, Yong Liang began sharing the word on the Shepherd and the sheep. The shepherd knows the sheep and the sheep know the voice of their shepherd. Well, this sharing is like God is speaking to me... coz I've been pondering very long after the camp on Friday night why I can't hear God speak.

Why He can talk to alot of people and they can hear Him talk.. Why can't I?

Am I his sheep?

On friday night, I prayed very hard and ask God to say something to me but at the same time, I was afraid. Afraid he would talk to me.

Why?
Because if He really talk to me in audible voice, I will be scared to death... coz i am full of crazy imagination... like in the middle of the night and someone talking to you and you can't see that person. It's very eerie...
But at the same time, i yearned to hear him.

So was very bothered and the sharing that day was like... WA...

He speaks to us through the bible. If you need anything, just read his word. the whole Bible is his love letters to us.
ya.. indeed... and I often forget this most impt thing.

He also speaks to us through other people... through dreams... ....

very blessed by all these sharings from the cell grp.

2008-06-07T21:42:00.002+08:00

Sorry jm, didn't get back to you coz I didn't come online. in the end, i nv send out the email. But my friends commented it was very well written, persuasive and not offensive. Sorry....

Really very busy looking for jobs for the past few days after I quitted. Scared I cannot find a job for weeks, like one of my friend. So better work hard in finding a job.

These few days was busy and tiring for me.

Day 1
- Received lots of calls from the agency and 2 asked me down for interview at their office
- Well, they told me about what kind of company they will send my resumes to, what kind of positions were available...

Day 2
- Went down to an interview at another job agency again
- Quickly rushed down for another interview at a hiring company
---> The interview was at Raffles Place, the interviewers (2 of them)... stressed...
- Then, after the interview, quickly took mrt down to another company for another interview
---> The interview was at Teban area...
**my legs were hurting by then due to the heels and I plaster my toes all over coz of the blisters
- After all the interviews, I was already drained out by then. All my brain juices were used up in answering to their questions.
- What's worst, I can't get myself to sleep that night. Maybe because I was too active in the day.

Day 3
- Have another interview at Boon Lay area
- Before that, I went to ICA to make my passport as I need to change the photo. And the person doesn't allow us to change since they have changed all to the biometric ones.
- So we have to request for the officer to help us make the letter (ok... it costs us $15 for that piece of paper!!)
- Didn't have the time to make the biometric passport anymore as I'll be leaving on Sun.
- after that, rush down for that interview and didn't have my lunch
- thought the interview will be like ard 30 mins like the rest...... BUT... it took ard 2 hours!
- was all freezed out at the interview coz they asked so many questions and asked me to promote myself to them, which I have completely no idea how to since I don't have the kind of experience they are looking for and I am not the bubbly, outgoing person they are looking for.
So, it's hard to promote someone I am not. And i trembled after like 1 hour... partly coz i am hungry and partly coz they questioned alot.
- Went home, tired and toes hurting until it became blue-black.
- Received a call saying I am offered that job!
- Happy, at least that 2 hours not wasted.

Day 4
- Cycling with maine at our area with my mum.
- Have fun, but it rained. Luckily it was when we were about to head back home
- Went to the place to signed the letter of appointment
- The company has high expectations on me, hope I won't disappoint them
- After that, went to dye my hair (haha...)
- Then, attend church as there was a special speaker

Day 5 (today)
- ahh... wake up early in the morning, so nice to slp coz of the rainy day
- headed down to MOE with rach to be her guarantor (hope she won't run away during her time with NIE)
- then, dropped by at a hotel to see how my new company is doing their events as they invited me over to have a look
- shop a while and went home to sleep

Will not be in Singapore... bye......

2008-06-03T17:35:00.002+08:00

Finally, I've quitted my job!

but this isn't the end. My boss STILL wants me to consider AGAIN and reply her on 16 June when I come back from my holiday. haiz... just hope she won't be so persistent though. This is the first time I see someone who wants to make the employee stay so badly. I just wish she could let me off and let me go....

Yesterday I went to the GM's room coz he wanted to talk to me. * wa... scary..

Well, the company could not sponser for my studies as it is a degree programme, so what my boss told me is not true. But they ask me to consider part time degree and they will let me knock off earlier for my studies. hmm....

So, I sent many resume out already. haha.

But now, I have problems deciding what job I would like to do. If I stick to the job scope I am doing right now, the pay for this job will be much higher than what I was getting. But if I change to a completely different job scope and field, I will be getting lesser, much lesser.

So how will you choose?

Choose the one which you might want to try coz you studied that during poly, but not that highly paid?

Or will you choose one which you have experienced in but don't really want to be in that field, but highly paid??

2008-05-26T21:41:00.002+08:00

Well, decisions are sometimes hard to make. Maybe because I'm not a person who's good at making good and accurate decision. haha.. Or maybe because I have an answer to what I wanted but just lack of confirmation from other people or lack of confidence to make that decision myself.

My boss asked me to stay behind to work for her and the company is willing to pay for my education fees without any bond. Well, it's really a good opportunity and an attractive offer. But, my heart is not there... hmm...but I just need to stay on for 2 more years for my degree to finish and I can quit. It's kinda bad la... coz using the company's money for your education and leaving it after you have completed what you want. hmm.....

ya... hmm... or should I just go ahead to find another job and do part time study.......

2008-05-22T21:25:00.002+08:00

so tired at work.

It's not easy training up new people. I am rather drained out. Lack of sleep these few days, worrying too much as there are so much things to be taught and the new girl who is taking over me is not really picking up the things fast.

Hmm... so got a bit frustrated and tired. Just hope next week will end fast.

Got a bit frustrated and angry with the new girl somehow, but I got a hold of myself not to throw my temper at her. I don't know what is wrong with her, whatever I asked her to do, I will show her once and let her try. So as we go along the way, she will take down the steps and whatever I said to her. But..... she's not referring back to what I said when she is doing the job and keep forgetting the things she has to do.

Hmm... so I asked her to refer back to her book and I wouldn't scold her, she can feel free to ask me anything that she's not clear about. but she said that she don't know where she has written down the steps... coz she just scribble the whole chunk in the book and she can't find.

haiz.... I really don't have much time to teach her.

Please let her learn faster and not forgetting the important things that will be done frequently.

2008-05-17T22:14:00.004+08:00

haha... read this in my fren's blog, also felt the same as her.. haha... below are what she wrote and how she felt, haha... it's very true... nowadays, I don't think that happen to the teenagers....

1. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug. The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too.
[Yesh! I remembered we had to squat by the drain in eco-garden. & yes, TEN times each side. The dentist will send some student to ur class with a red file to CALL YOUR NAME for dental checks]

2. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEEP! when pressed. There are colourful tickets for TIBS buses.
[Yah, I can vividly recalled. & then if the bus tickets number add up to 21, u can make a wish! haha]

3. You've probably read Young Generation magazine. You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.
[haha, I bought every issue!]

4. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery.
[Can't rem if we were the first batch, but boarding the MRT was as happy as making a trip to McDonald's to me at that time, & snatching a seat with a window view was a must!]

5. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka(20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang(50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.
[I liked the Ding Dang very much!! and yah, the diamond ring too!]

6. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers.
[Sweet Valley was my fave!! What's was the twin' name??.. Jessica & Elizabeth!! and their bfs was Todd & Aaron! & I was mad abt Goosebumps & Fear Street too!]

7. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives.[Yah Angsana!! Must even pick them up & drawwwwww!]

8. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Willy.
[haha... I think they are the characters in our Math text]

9. You did stupid exercises like seal crawl and frog jumps.
[I think I enjoyed those when U spilt into grps & grab some beanbags to & fro to see which gp finished first & all sat down]

10. Every children's day and national day you either get pins or pens with'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with Happy National Day 1994'.
[Haha.. yah.]

11. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.
[Yesh! I was perfect, this was a chore]

12. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality.
[Yah, they didnt have white papers that time??]

13. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained,and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.
[haha! Exactly! My mum forced me, I thought this was too troublesome. & I used to envy those who had those colourful boots for walking in the rain!]

14. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl.
[Not so much abt freaking out holding hands with boys, but I rem while making our way back from assembly hall to classrm, one hand was holding hands with ur partner, and the other will be placed on ur lips.. the teacher screamed "keep quiet! Fingers on ur lips!]

15. Handkerchiefs were a must for both genders.
[haha.. yesh, I still kept those handkerchiefs today]

16. Collecting notebooks and all kinds of stationery was a popular thing.
[I collected erasers, and those that looked like lipsticks were my fave]

17. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "ForgetMeNot", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard to catch. Friend like you, hard to forget".
[Haha.. I think there was still "Roses are red, Violets are blue..." or Math Makes Me Mad]

18. Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"
[Muhaha.. when the monitor wrote my name, I'll say "I never talk! She talked to me first one!! --> pinpoint my friend]

2008-05-15T21:30:00.003+08:00

Last sat is finally our so long cell grp outing!

Off to the Mind's Cafe! yay!!!

haha.. we played alot of games there, mostly thinking games. Not so much on the shouting and more exciting games. haha..

haha.. I like this pic of rach.. haha.. so cool!

After that we went shopping? shopping for mother's day cake. yea.. and sam's present and other stuff.. haha.. but we have fun at spotlight, hehe...

2008-05-05T23:26:00.005+08:00

oh yes, just now a very funny thing happen just now. I laugh until I almost cried. haha..

It all started like this.......

maine gave me my belated bday present ytd. So on the church bus, i unwrapped the present.

It's a chocolate! Dark chocolate somemore! Then, I show it to my mother, who was beside me. She was saying better don't eat too much, so fat already.

Then, was thinking, 'Ya la... so fat already, will eat it when I have the time or when I have nothing to chew.'

I went back home and put the present into the fridge. Coz ytd got programmes going on that day, so din really have time to eat the chocolate.

And today, I was busy watching the series on youtube in my room and didn't bother what was going on outside the living room. My dad was kinda hungry and was finding something to fill his hunger. Actually, he was looking for chips, but I took it into my room so that I can eat while watching the series. Bo bian, he got to find something else. And.... he saw the chocolate. My mum told him that we could all eat it.

Being a very considerate mother, she took out the chocolate while asking my dad to take the BIGGEST knife, which happens to be a chopper. As you know, when chocolate is put in the fridge, it tends to become kinda hard. Therefore, a Big knife is very useful here to break the chocolate into pieces.

My mum used all her strength to cut the chocolate.

"Tok!" "Tok!!" "Tok!"

Eh???!! How come the chocolate so hard... still haven't break yet! Ok, my mum chopped the chocolate again. Still cannot leh... then my dad say,'forget it, so hard also very hard to eat. Don't cut liao.'

But my mum don't wana give up, she juz... argh... don't want to give up.

She went to lick on the chocolate instead. At least can get a taste of it, she also happy? haha... Eh??!! No taste one... why this chocolate not nice one... no taste one leh.....

Somehow, I don't know what they did and how they meddle with the chocolate. In the end, they burst into laughter.

Guess what they found out??

It's a mirror!! Alamak!! When my dad came knocking into my room and show me, I was STUNNED. What??? Mirror!!! Then, when I heard about the story, I was laughing like mad... wanted to faint ar... But it was very funny. haha... All thanks to maine.. haha... think she didn't thought that such a thing would happen. wahhaha...

So silly.. haha...

2008-05-05T22:50:00.004+08:00

It was a fun going out yesterday with my group of sunshines though it's a little bit of a disorganise here and there.

We were supposed to meet up for ice skating and have our dinner after that. Just as everything was going smoothly as planned, a last minute changes took place. haha. not surprising actually. haha. ya, 2 of them cannot make it right on the day itself when we were all set to go.

So there was a very super last min changes. In the end, we decided to go for dinner instead. At least for the dinner, 2 of the other sunshines can join us. It was good, but we have problems deciding where to eat again. haha.. we always can't make up our mind where to go, what to do...

I think it's because everyone to be the nice person, actually they have a place in mind and know what to do, but they just want others' opinion and go with the crowd coz they scared of rejection. If things don't turn out well, you will be the one who feel disappointed.

Hm... but yesterday was good, got some improvement. haha... *applause*

But yesterday was really fun, haha... we played all those silly games, but it's still fun. haha... things like old maid, and trying to clear our name from that old maid by playing black jack. haha.... and taking photos.

2008-04-30T20:18:00.004+08:00

Handed in the resignation letter today. the feeling is not so good.

I wanted to hand it to my boss during the start of the work, but I couldn't bring myself to. I wasn't thinking much about what she will ask me then, just can't bear to tell her, 'This is my resignation letter, sorry.'

Somehow find it quite cruel to do it. Arrrhh....

Actually, to really go and think about it, I learned alot from this job. Suddenly felt like I know most of the things by now, not like the time when I first came in to work. The feeling is different. haha... seemed like an "old bird" in the job.

But still, I want to go.

Hm.. these few days, my boss have been treating me very strangely and I don't like the feeling. She knows that I didn't want to stay on to work anymore, and these few days, she didn't really pressure me to issue the orders or anything.

She just say,'Don't stress, just do whatever you can.' or things like

'it's ok, you do that one first then slowly issue this, no hurry.'

'ok.. this one I do, you can continue with the rest of your work.'

Hm... don't like this feeling of being so carefree, it somehow means to me in another way that I've become useless and incapable already. Hm... lack of work makes me feel insecure. That's me. I think i'm crazy. ha!

OoOO.... Let's blog what I did last Sat and Sun

Saturday

Sunshine outing to ECP to cycle!

it was fun, though sometimes we are too indecisive but overall, the outing was good!

the sun is so bright.

Haha... one very funny thing happened. ok.. I was being mischievous but didn't expect the rest to play along. ahaha...

I saw something on mq's shirt and suddenly, I sounded quite stunned,'eee... mq, there's something on your shirt!'

Then, mq say,'wad??? wad????'

Sj saw that thing.. and started to help her to "kill" the thing on her shirt. She hit hard. Really hard for a few times.

I think it scared mq, she jumped about hoping the thing will drop on the floor and ask sj not to hit so hard coz later will leave on her shirt or something.

But in the end, everyone decided to tell her the truth. haha.. Everyone burst into laughter. hahahaha.... See what it is... here... hahaha.... a big ant on her shirt and she don't know about it.

Building our sand castle... haha... just faking.

2008-04-21T15:55:00.002+08:00

My brother want to sell this mp3. It's BRAND NEW.

Yeah.

Samsung brand. It's 4GB. Model is YP-T10.

It's selling at S$229.00.

Anyone interested??

Please buy from my brother......... hahaha... thnx thnx...

2008-04-17T21:11:00.003+08:00

Horrible. I am so horrible.

So bad. arrgghh.. messed up everything. All started coz of this one mistake which I didn't clear up. Argh!

Now it got worst and I have to keep lying.

I told my boss about my quitting of job on Mon. She asked if I didn't get into uni, what is my next move?

So I told her I will still further my studies. Somemore, I was going on holiday so won't be working anymore after 1st June and my last day will be End May. No matter what, I will end my work End May.

Some weeks back, I was indeed planning to go taiwan/ vietnam for holiday for the 1st week den will be going to M'sia for camp. So, when my boss told the HR that I'll be going for taiwan for 2 weeks during June already and won't be working anymore, I didn't correct her or anything. Coz I was really going for holiday and planning to go taiwan/ vietnam. So i tot, hmm... anyway i will be going on holiday so didn't care much since I am leaving.

When she said I am going to Taiwan for 2 weeks, I just smiled and nodded.

On Tues, she asked me seriously in the pantry in front of so many people, ' Are you really going to study or have you found another job, tell me honestly.'

I really got stunned. It didn't occur to me that she will post such a question to me. I thought just say I am going on holiday and furthering my studies and that's it. Don't need to give so many reasons and the details for not wanting to work anymore.

So i tell her,' of coz i am going to study.' then, smile at her and continue to have my lunch.

Then, she kept asking me alot of things. I am just starting to have my lunch and she's saying all these and questioning me, making me so stressed up. I was already very stressed up these few months all because they keep asking me when I will get the posting results... I got the letter from Uni already... really fed up.

Now, she said all these. Ask me who am I going with to Taiwan, going to which part, go with tour or free & easy.

I thought it's something personal, and I don't have to say out but it's kinda rude not telling them when they asked you about it.

So, from this small mistake which I never thought of correcting (coz it's juz a holiday, i will be leaving and i am really going on holiday), it became a BIG BIG LIE.

And I have to lie to them. And it's really a stupid lie. And today, they asked me questions again. I really... haiz... really don't know how to continue.. don't know what to say. It's really stupid. I almost got exposed. I think if they ask me again, I really don't know how. I just wish I had correct the mistake in the first place.

Many times, I wanted to just tell them the truth and said that actually I am only just intending to go and haven't book the trip yet, but I fear the consequences.

It's not a good feeling to lie. You really have to live in the fear of being exposed and being questioned. I think as day goes by, my lie will really be exposed.

I'm so sorry... I didn't mean it... Just that I don't know what to do anymore. You all keep asking and asking.... I hope I can just cry out to tell you all that I hate this job and want to leave here asap. I couldn't. I don't want to hurt you all and upset you all... I also don't want to make my stay for that 1 month before I leave to be a period of suffering, torture.

I just want to be like everyone else, tender the letter and leave quietly. I want everything to be low profile, why can't you all just let me leave in peace. I am really going to further my studies and going for holiday. Why you all just can't let me off and want me to stay????

I don't want to lie abt the trip to taiwan. I am just onli going to m'sia. haiz... it's just a stupid, silly mistake from the beginning.....................................

Now, it seemed like i have to continue with it. What else can I do?? Help me........

2008-04-15T20:54:00.006+08:00

Birthday celebration for maine n me in cell grp.

Yummy yummy!! Delicious jelly hearts.. Rach went all the way to Farrer Park there to buy. It's really a pity yw couldn't join us.

See the layer of cookies, marshmellows and jelly... very tempting huh??? Drooling**

Everyone can't wait for the cake? jelly? tarts? to be cut and distribute out. hahha...

Haha... us...

Sunday was a birthday celebration with my poly sisters. (",)

yup... we went to Corduroy Cafe at Vivo.

We have fun taking photos at the cafe and outside the cafe.

the girl who is full of expressions - JM

I guess we've taken so many crazy pictures, most of the people at the viewing area keep looking down at us. haha...

After which, I went to meet up with wei.. so long didn't see her too. And she remembered my bday. Got a bit of surprised when she wanted to meet me to give me present.

Well, didn't really talk much on Sun when we met coz I was already too tired to talk. Have been out the whole day from morning to night.
Wanted to take photos with her but she say she too ruggard, didn't want to take. hm... Must take next time when we go out!!!

Sorry wei. We'll meet again. All of us including jm, jess n lingz. haha..

2008-04-08T21:05:00.009+08:00

Got alot of surprises today!!

haha.. my first bday gift from my beloved mum. haha.. my favourites.. haha.. tidbits..

And I got a guitar of my very own from my Brother!! Cool!! never thought he will buy it for me, and it never occurred to me that I want a guitar. haha... *overjoyed*

My first owned guitar! Woo Hoo~~~~

haha.. feel so so so so super duper blessed, loved and happy!!

In the Office

The moment I step into office. Guess wad?!!

'Gee Wee, your friends give you one,' said the receptionist and she handed me a bouquet of flowers.

Wah, I was already blushing liao. haha.. It's flowers from my SUNSHINE!! I thought they are all busy preparing for exams. Little did I know that they make the effort to trick me in telling them my company name and they even called my office up to ask the receptionist for the address.

Pink Roses from SunShines

Then, around noon time around 1150am -12pm. Guess who and what!!??

Cute Xiao Min and her bf came to the office!!! * Mouth drop, jaws opened*

Oh.... shocked shocked and really shocked. They actually came to the office to send me flowers.

ahh... I was going crazy that moment. Then ask them wad they are doing?? Blushing like mad la... Suddenly, the whole office know it's my bday. Oh, it's really very sweet of them to come all the way from NUS to my office and drive me for lunch. haha..

Flowers from Jm n Terry, Lingz n Jess. Red gerbera daisies

Never think that will happen to me, thought it will only appear in some drama shows. haha. I thought this year's bday, I'll keep it low profile, go to work as per normal and without much disturbances. Just quietly work and celebrate my bday at home.

Who knows, it's such a big 'Ho Ha'..

The story continues....

It don't stop here. After lunch time, some of my aunties and uncles colleagues keep saying my boss no good, never give my present. Then, they say the flowers so nice, ask me don't hide the flowers. haha.. I am so shy la... so muz hide dun let ppl know and see. arrhh... so embarrassed.

They called my boss up and sort of scolded her for not getting me a present. Because it so happened that she went on leave today. So some of them bought muffins to replace bday cake and celebrate for me at the pantry.

Really sweet of them.

Wa.. it's really a scare everytime the receptionist ask me to go in front to the reception area.

Then, around 4 plus, a colleague whom I'm helping gave me a watch.

It's an expensive watch from DKNY.

And before knocking off, another flower from my boss came.

Sunflowersssss....

Well, it's really ok for not doing anything today. I juz want today to be a normal day. I like it simple. It's nice to have a memorable birthday like today's.

Like what maine said, I got the chance to say this, 'today is really a very exciting day.'

haha....

2008-04-07T21:54:00.002+08:00

Last week was an "enjoyable" day at work.

My boss was outstationed to Shanghai last week. Well, I am supposed to be happy. Actually, I was very happy the first day of work when she's not around. But happy moments don't last. haha... maybe I'm not used to this enjoyment.

I thought it will be good if no one will be there to ask me to do this, do that... send this and that.....
Well, I can have a peace of mind and do my work. But, after finishing doing whatever I needed to do, there's no work left. And I am lost. Don't know what to do and just trying to find things to do at work. Pretending to be doing something and when I have nothing to do. It's really very bored and I felt quite annoyed. haha.... Maybe I am a person who cannot rest too much, must work and work... haha... "jian ming" haha...

And it's not only for 1 day. I am so free for like 5 days! Imagine nothing much to do for 5 days. Wa.... it's such a dread to go work without nothing to do.
Don't know what do I want sometimes.

Met up with a long time fren, Belle. It's been years since I last met her, 3 years? yah. She changed so much. We have a good chat though. I thought I will have nothing much to talk to her about, but it's great we met up. (^-^)

Slowly, people in the company are leaving for better work place. We had a mini farewell dinner for a colleague who is leaving the company. I was quite shocked to see that I'm actually not the only one who is unsatisfied, feel wronged and disappointed with this company.

So this mini gathering became sort of a "complaint" session for us. It's quite nice to know people who are on the same boat as you, at least you are not alone. At least, there are people who could encourage you and spur you on. Yup, at least there are this kind of people there. At least my God knows how sad I am in this place and placed people there to help me.

2008-04-01T20:18:00.002+08:00

Today is April Fool's Day!

Wonder why have such a Day on such a day. haha... chim... It's kinda funny though that people came up with this April Fool's Day and "celebrate" it. haha... coz it's not a very big event... not so "hu ha" event. Interesting day to be remembered. haha

Somehow almost got tricked by one of my colleagues. Because me and another colleague were talking about quitting the job soon a few weeks back. Then somehow, the boss of this colleague "K" came to me and tell me that he just received the tender from "K" and ask me to persuade her to stay.

At that moment, I got shocked. It's like.. how come he knows "K" got tell me or something... coz he could tell someone else about "K's" leaving. So I msn "K"... she say ya... she tender already.
But it's kinda fishy, coz why of all time choose today and it's April Fool's Day. hmm....

So Iasked if she bluff me. She say that she's really qutting liao. Then she came over to shake my hand and bid goodbye.

I was really stunned at that instant. I didn't expect it to be so fast.

But I still feel it's weird, so decided to wait till tomorrow, if she didn't come to work tml, it would mean what they said are true.

Haha.. true enough, "K's" boss came and told me that he's actually bluffing me.. haha...
then I say, ' ya.. I know.'

He replied, 'No wonder you so calm...'

hahaha... later then I found out that "K" also don't know he came to tell me about her tender until I msn her. And he came to ask "K" if I looked for her and asked her anything. "K" say no... coz she don't know what he's referring to... so.. in the end, it's "K's" boss who somehow got himself into all the troubles. hahaha....

Another one is Rach. haha.. so funny... so say Aaron sms her and tell her I am going to do ice-breaker for the pre-camp. haha... But it's such a coincidence that Aaron happened to sms me tat morning to ask me for my email. haha... so the plot was exposed. hahahaha.......

And the next one is Jm... haiz... she also another cute one. Using another friend's email whom I know to msn me. haha...

It's a happy day today! My boss not around until next Monday! She's out on Business trip.

2008-03-26T19:22:00.003+08:00

Sony Ericsson W880i Handphone for SALE!!!

My brother want to sell this phone out. Anyone interested in buying?
It's brand new. Everything is intacted, packing is not open yet too.

My brother want to sell it at S$300.00. Yup. Interested??

2008-03-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

How is your sleeping position like??

haha.... talking with rach about this and got interested about the sleeping position. haha...

I'm more of the fetus and freefall position..

1. The Fetus: Those individuals are apparently tough on the outside but have a "big heart". They may be shy (and thus appear arrogant) at the first meeting, but soon they get relaxed. This is the most frequent sleeping position, found in 41% of the 1,000 subjects involved in the investigation who took part in the survey. Twice more women than men adopt this position.

2. Log: found in 15% of the cases, it’s characterized by lying on your side with both arms down by your side. These are easy going, social people who usually trust strangers, fact that makes them gullible.

3. Yearner: 13%, people who sleep on their side with both arms out in front were found to posses an open nature, but can also have a suspicious, cynical character. They require time to take decisions, but once taken, they won't change their mind.

4. Soldier: in 8% of the cases – lying on your back with both arms pinned to your sides. These are generally quiet and reserved people, who avoid loud discussions, but set high standards for themselves and the others around them.

5. Freefall: 7% of the cases – sleeping on your stomach with your hands around the pillow, and your head turned to one side. Sociable and brash people, can be bad tempered, rejecting criticism, or extreme situations.

6. Starfish: 5% of the subjects - sleeping on your back with both arms up around the pillow. These are trustworthy and good listeners; they dislike being the center of attention. Other subjects (5 %) said they had variable sleeping positions.

Idzikowski also investigated the effect of the sleeping positions on the general health. The freefall position was found beneficial for digestion, while the starfish and soldier positions made subjects more prone to snoring and a bad night's sleep.

"Lying down flat means that stomach contents can more readily be worked back up into the mouth, while those who lie on their back may end up snoring and breathing less well during the night. Both these postures may not necessarily awaken the sleeper but could cause a less refreshing night's sleep." said Idzikowski.

Extracted from: http://news.softpedia.com/news/Your-Sleeping-Position-Betrays-Your-Personality-60016.shtml

2008-03-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

Was doing sharing on Sat during cell. Well, this was one of my few sharings so far... got very nervous. hm.. Didn't like to do sharing because I don't know what to say, how to react.

But the sharing this sat was good, all thanks to everyone in the cell. yeah. First time I felt everyone so enthu, everyone participated in the sharing. I didn't really share much there and then. I am quite surprised, but it felt warm. :)

It warms my heart to see everyone wanting to move on, to want to know more about God, to really spend their precious time doing research on the chapters we are discussing on though all are very stress due to their projects, tests, assignments and upcoming exams. I think everyone in cell knows each other's capacity, so we try to help and support each other.

Hope that we will walk along this path together and have an exciting journey with God.

2008-03-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

Sending off our "esteem" leader to the airport...
He's leaving for Khazakstan on missions for 1 year.

Playing at the Popeye at the Changi Airport.
Engrossed in the games and forgetting about our sad biaoge who's going off soon. haha..

haha... did some crazy things with the camera.

Drink it.... ahaha....

I'm strong. wahaha.It's mine. hehe...

Went to see Jinyu's baby after that.

The future mother and father-to-be. hahaha..... =)

Let's take a good look at baby Shayne E. So adorable, isn't he?

2008-03-20T21:37:00.000+08:00

Biaoge is flying off to Khazakstan tomorrow already.

Hm... good bye~~~

our cell grp sending him off. yea.... and visit jinyu's baby after tat. haha..

2008-03-15T13:00:00.000+08:00

There is something which really amazes me.

I think my heavenly Father is so powerful and do things that we really cannot comprehend. I am shocked by what He did. I am sure He did all these.

Last week, something happen in cell grp which makes mi think alot... asking myself alot of questions. thinking about alot of things.

My faith in God begin to fade.

I asked myself, 'how come I cannot hear God speak to me?', 'Am I really so blinded by the things around me that I cannot see what God is doing?', 'How come others can see and hear whereas I cannot?' and alot of whys and hows............

Then, was chatting with samuel on certain things... coz I didn't know wad to do.

He asked me this 2 impt things, 'what did you ask God to teach you?' and 'what kind of trouble did you pray for?'

I begin praying for change in my life. Praying that God will really show himself to me. Praying that I can hear him and know what His plan is for me.

Recently, my poly fren, jiemin is really angry and upset with her boyfriend. So was comforting her. Actually tat day, I am feel upset seeing her so depress over her boyfriend, it aches me.

During the conversation, she asked me to accompany her to school to meet her bf. But I will be having church at that time. So, to cut the story short, I asked her if she wants to come to church.. go see see after meeting her bf. But she say don't want coz she might not have the mood.. Something like tat... Can't really rmb.

After everything ended and I was going to bed, something just nudge me.. den a thought came.

I shld have prayed for her to make her feel more at ease.

Then, thinking it would be good if she can come church and experience God.
And thinking alot of other things to myself.

*****************

Today, jm asked me to read her blog.

So i went. I am shocked to see what she wrote. (she is not a christian by the way, so it makes me more amazed)

She dreamt of Heaven.

it feels soft, brown n golden
the mood is light
everyone seems to be have a purpose
everything i touch,
send out little signals of
joy and serenity
Then someone put his hand
on my shoulders,
guided me forward...
Through the misty surround
warm burst of happiness, i felt.... ｡◕‿◕｡

I suddenly have this feeling as if God is showing himself to me and my friend. I felt that this did not happen for no reason. But I am not very sure what God wants me to do.

And I have not seen Heaven before, but all that jm described seemed very similar.

I felt that He is trying to tell me something. This is the first time I can see everything fits so nicely.
I am beginning to trust God more now. He is REAL!
Though I don't know what is going to happen next. I want to place my life in your hands.

2008-03-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hm... today is both busy and sad day for me.

haiz... as usual, busy at work.... rush rush rush.... urgent this urgent tat.... kinda hate urgent work. why need to be so urgent when in fact you dun really need tat item at all?
Everytime, customer will buy buy buy, urgent urgent... in the end, when i process the order and make arrangements for the goods, when the goods is delivered... the driver will come back and tell me the goods delivered a few days ago still left there at their warehouse.

haiz... no comments. (-_-"")

My mum went to malaysia for some lesson for 3 days. sad... sob sob. To make matter worst, my dad will be coming home late today... boohoo.... sad sad.... i'm all ALONE at home.........

Last time, I am very used to being alone at home... it really doesn't matter much to me if my family are ard. Maybe because I know they will be back soon... but now, my mum will not be home for 3 days..... no one accompany me.... so sad... i have to eat dinner alone... watch tv alone... hm.........

At least if my dad is back home, he will accompany me though he's busy watching his show and i am online-ing... hm......

hope my mum will be back home soon. i missed her already... hmm....

2008-03-09T16:53:00.000+08:00

Need a hard knock on my head right now. Thinking too much now and it's making my head spin.

Sharing was great ytd, at least we know how some ppl feel. At least for me, i felt the same way for cetain part. was pretty much affected by ytd's sharing... but there're both good and bad impact on me.

haha... one is making me think, which is good. the other is making me think too much, which is bad.

"But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness;and all these things shall be added unto you."

Matthew 6:33

2008-03-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

A little boy is telling his Grandma how "everything" is going wrong -- school, family problems, severe health problems, etc..

Meanwhile, Grandma is baking a cake. She asks her grandson if he would like a snack, which of course he does.

"Here, have some cooking oil."
"Yuck" says the boy.

"How about a couple raw eggs? "
"Gross, Grandma!"

"Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?"
"Grandma, those are all yucky!"

To which Grandma replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by themselves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake! God works the same way. Many times we wonder why he would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they always work for good! We just have to trust Him and, eventually, they will all make something wonderful!"

He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen.

~ unknown

2008-03-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

Jinyu just give birth to a baby boy!

Still remember the times when we went for cell grp for the first time, and later on, witnessing Mervyn and Jinyu's marriage. And now, a new life is born!

It's kinda cool seeing all these happening.

Today is quite an okay day for me. Not much work to do. It's just enough for the day. I hope everyday will be like today. haha.... Not too slack and not too busy until I have to OT every night. eeeeee... don't like OT.

I've told my boss that I'm going for further studies. And she has been interviewing people recently. I know 2 ladies came for the interview, but she didn't employ them and I really wonder why.

Quite puzzled why she didn't confirm them coz the first time I came to this company for interview, my boss confirmed me on the spot. Hmm.... My boss was complaining to me why I want to further my studies.... and saying she cannot find suitable candidates. But those 2 ladies looked fine to me and they were much older than me, with better job experience....

Hmm.. maybe because I am a cheaper labour? haha.....

She ask me not to leave partly because of the attractive commission that is coming soon.
We will have a BIG project and it costs millions... and the commission that I will get will be more than enough for my university fees. And my boss can also don't need to work for years just by getting the commission from that project.

Although it's really attractive, I won't want to stay in this company. haha..... There's no ending in earning money.

hmm.... maybe some will say that I am silly not to stay.
Perhaps I am, but I don't want to feel unhappy.

2008-03-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

Welcome to my New Blog!

Haha... all thanks to my forgetfulness. Luckily, I still remember the password of another account, which is this one. So, I revamped everything!

And it's back!

ok... shld write down the username and password somewhere before I got log out of my blog again.