Simplicity is bliss

There is something which really amazes me.

I think my heavenly Father is so powerful and do things that we really cannot comprehend. I am shocked by what He did. I am sure He did all these.

Last week, something happen in cell grp which makes mi think alot... asking myself alot of questions. thinking about alot of things.

My faith in God begin to fade.

I asked myself, 'how come I cannot hear God speak to me?', 'Am I really so blinded by the things around me that I cannot see what God is doing?', 'How come others can see and hear whereas I cannot?' and alot of whys and hows............

Then, was chatting with samuel on certain things... coz I didn't know wad to do.

He asked me this 2 impt things, 'what did you ask God to teach you?' and 'what kind of trouble did you pray for?'

I begin praying for change in my life. Praying that God will really show himself to me. Praying that I can hear him and know what His plan is for me.


Recently, my poly fren, jiemin is really angry and upset with her boyfriend. So was comforting her. Actually tat day, I am feel upset seeing her so depress over her boyfriend, it aches me.

During the conversation, she asked me to accompany her to school to meet her bf. But I will be having church at that time. So, to cut the story short, I asked her if she wants to come to church.. go see see after meeting her bf. But she say don't want coz she might not have the mood.. Something like tat... Can't really rmb.

After everything ended and I was going to bed, something just nudge me.. den a thought came.

I shld have prayed for her to make her feel more at ease.

Then, thinking it would be good if she can come church and experience God.
And thinking alot of other things to myself.

*****************

Today, jm asked me to read her blog.

So i went. I am shocked to see what she wrote. (she is not a christian by the way, so it makes me more amazed)

She dreamt of Heaven.

it feels soft, brown n golden
the mood is light
everyone seems to be have a purpose
everything i touch,
send out little signals of
joy and serenity
Then someone put his hand
on my shoulders,
guided me forward...
Through the misty surround
warm burst of happiness, i felt.... ｡◕‿◕｡


I suddenly have this feeling as if God is showing himself to me and my friend. I felt that this did not happen for no reason. But I am not very sure what God wants me to do.


And I have not seen Heaven before, but all that jm described seemed very similar.


I felt that He is trying to tell me something. This is the first time I can see everything fits so nicely.
I am beginning to trust God more now. He is REAL!
Though I don't know what is going to happen next. I want to place my life in your hands.

posted by soda-pop @ 1:00 pm