Monday, June 16, 2008

Came back from the Church Renewal Camp in JB.

Well, it's a good camp. hm... got a bit disappointed though. I think i didn't really feel anything in the camp, maybe because i carried all my worries, problems there and kept thinking about them in the camp.

Rev Jane and Sis Debby said a word of prophecy for all of us. I think i need to think about what and where is God leading me to.

Many lives were changed during the camp and most of them feel God's presence there. Even though I didn't experience it myself during the camp, God is still faithful, it was after the camp that I begin to feel Him.

really glad i went to mervyn's cell grp on sat. through all their sharings about the camp, their feelings... how their lives were changed in the camp, I can see how great things He has done. somehow got very touched by their sharing, my heart just felt different then.

Then, Yong Liang began sharing the word on the Shepherd and the sheep. The shepherd knows the sheep and the sheep know the voice of their shepherd. Well, this sharing is like God is speaking to me... coz I've been pondering very long after the camp on Friday night why I can't hear God speak.

Why He can talk to alot of people and they can hear Him talk.. Why can't I?

Am I his sheep?


On friday night, I prayed very hard and ask God to say something to me but at the same time, I was afraid. Afraid he would talk to me.

Why?
Because if He really talk to me in audible voice, I will be scared to death... coz i am full of crazy imagination... like in the middle of the night and someone talking to you and you can't see that person. It's very eerie...
But at the same time, i yearned to hear him.

So was very bothered and the sharing that day was like... WA...

He speaks to us through the bible. If you need anything, just read his word. the whole Bible is his love letters to us.
ya.. indeed... and I often forget this most impt thing.

He also speaks to us through other people... through dreams... ....

very blessed by all these sharings from the cell grp.

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