Monday, August 25, 2008

had a great day in cell on sat. at least for me. haha. enjoyed the sharing session. hope it'll carry on like this.

then proceed to meeting my sec sch friends. celebrate anqi's bday.
Nice place. Nice food and ambience.

wanted to surprise her. but mis-com. in the end, got 2 slices of cakes for her. haha. it wasn't that bad too.


At least everyone turned up for the celebration. haha... a hard to organise celebration but it went well..... and we went to Settler's after that.
poor mq, lost in the games.. haha.. so many fingers pointing at her... so poor thing..


returned home ard midnight. fun but tired. haha...



hmm.. it's a cold day today. freezing.


Friday, August 22, 2008

work isn't well today.

got a call early in the morning and realised that i forgot to post an ad in this sat's paper.
ahhhh!!!!
yeah... i seriously overlooked the email. coz it's somehow got embedded somewhere in the mails and i totally forgotten about it. was busy keying in all the data... doing this and doing that...
when it's time to compile the ad... i was happily doing the compilation and happily sending out the draft copy... until this morning.... disaster.....

ok... it somehow spoilt my mood. whole day was very depressed. why am i making such silly mistakes??? haiz.... why am i so mistake-bound....

this is the 3rd time... i think... yar.. shld be the 3rd time... for such a big uproar... and why is it always me... others doesn't seems to have such problem.

hmm... sad..

But really thank God that nothing very BIG happened. After realising the seriousness of the situation this morning, my heart nearly dropped out....
another "shooting" case going to happen on me again.... **i think my body got alot of holes now**

so i quickly prayed that nothing Big will happen and God will help me... and He did!!!
ok, wasn't shot by the manager... and he was kinda nice in the email.... but according to another colleague, coz she told him i am xiao mei mei.. ask him don't scold me or say harsh things to me... else i will get frightened or sth...

ya.. true, already very scared..

but God answers my prayer... at least the email did not shoot to anyone too BIG and didn't really say mean things... ya... a lesson learned... relieved by the email...

Arghh... must be more careful....

Thursday, August 21, 2008

humans are really very difficult creatures. so hard to comprehend.

nv are satisfied.

Somehow wonder why is it so hard to maintain a people-to-people relationship. how come we always expect more.. more and more and better, better and even better....
it's good to want to improve and enjoy a better understanding..

but is it really that good?

somehow, someone.. some people will get hurt through the process.. trying all their best to live up to the standards of how others expect/want them to be like.....

a tiring yet challenging process...

Wednesday, August 13, 2008



got attacked by some hornets ytd.
didn't know it's hornet until someone shouted at me,' hornet, quickly get out of there.'

paralzed by those words. all i could do was juz to keep sweeping those insects off my head.. off my hands..

I was returning back to office after collecting something at another building. so happily walking and met a few of colleagues there. And told one of them, 'wa... the wind very big today.'
so continue walking and passed the keys to another colleague. Then, saw an uncle at the walkway from the opposite direction.

He was making some "Argh!" noise and suddenly kicking and sweeping something from his head. I thought he was crazy. serious.. so i got scared of him and walked faster to office.


Suddenly, as i was walking, something landed on my head.. it felt rather big to me. i tot it was some irritating insect which landed on my head. then.. i felt a stinging pain.
ok.. tot it juz bitten me... ok.. nothing much.. so i pull it and throw to the ground, thinking that it will stop. but it kept coming and stinging me!!!

don't know what it was.. coz when u are in pain plus panic already... u wun look at what is it so carefully. i got scared when it didn't stop coming. just keep pestering me.

until the words came... i got more scared and cry while sweeping and pulling those insects off me.
a few on my head, one on the hand and one on the shoulder. wad an encounter!!

attacked by hornets at workplace while walking back to office. haha..... a bit absurb.

Luckily there were some guys there... so i took off my jacket and throw my things.. coz i can see the hornet on my jacket already... and another one on my head... everything happened so fast.

the next moment, someone drove me to the clinic nearby. after which, i was referred to nuh..
went home ard going to 10 plus after all the observations and injections. tired and pain.

haha...

my half swollen face.


and the lousy injection by the doc... causing some blue black at the side on my shoulder.. haha...


Tuesday, August 05, 2008

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

did a very stupid thing today. all my efforts all gone! took ard 3hr plus to tabulate the data... over 1000 plus data... and... and..... ahh... i going crazy!!! i didn't save!!!

actually, i did save. i open the attachment and amend like that and juz save as i tabulate. but... the problem is... need to use save as..

wa.......... really very sian diao.......................... -_-""

hmm... very tired these few days. hm... didn't slp well. i think i will go blind soon. haha... look at the computer screen for too long hours and didn't get to rest my eyes...