some things happened at work.
partly my fault somehow. coz i didn't know how to articulate and express myself correctly.
maybe sometimes, i'm just scared to mention anything to anyone. so the problem starts.
duno if i shld actually act blur at work sometimes and pretend not knowing anything. i am just too straight forward and not flexible enough. i'm just stupid.
i cared too much for the other party's feelings and fear that she will get upset, so i withhold the truth from her not knowing whether shld i tell her or not as i duno when is the right time and what is right/wrong to tell her because other parties are involved as well. if i say, then this person not happy, if i dun say, the other person not happy.
somehow a small problem aggravated to an issue which causes many parties to be unhappy.
partly my fault.
now seems like there's a cold war. haiz.
After almost going to 1 mth of transferring to a new environment, I finally can be freed from reading policies and relating magazines, manuals... it's really down to the real work.
For the past 1 week, I am really doing real work. And it's really so... super
TIRING.. yes... it sure is tiring.1. sitting in interviews
2. rushing to different locations for meetings (though I am just keep quiet during the meetings, but it's still so tiring running here and there)
3. distributing thermometers, masks for staff due to the recent outbreak
4. briefing new recruits on their appt letters
5. going to different locations for more meetings
the meetings part really can drain one out. within one day, need to rush to 2 places concurrently for meetings. almost breathless after that. and the whole day got burned. no need to do anything liao. just meetings alone, take up 1/2 day. by the time all are finished, it's time to go home. Now I know why my colleague is so busy and need to OT till late night.
But I can't help her much as I am not that capable yet and still learning. But hope that when I get a hang of things, I can share her burdens and both of us can go home early.
And now, I really know how it feels to be so tired. Once I got home from work last week. I just wana rest on the sofa and do nothing. hardly online anymore. all I wana do is just have a good slp. And I really did have a good slp last week. Slept abt 9 plus - 10pm.
This week not so much of work. so, overall still ok. hope i wun die working here. haha...
man are nv satisfied. hahaa..... when no work to do, den complaint... and when so many work to do, also complaint..... wad is this.... haha... this is me... lol....
